So, I am at work today getting to ”play” secretary, (I guess it’s like dress up for adults). It is actually not bad, I get the ”BIG” desk, get to actually interract with people that come in and sit and write my blog, talk on IM, and read in down time! YAY! I can’t complain that’s for sure. Also, the down time gives me a lot of time to think. And to be honest, today I am ancy! I am so ready to go into ministry! Not so ready that I would all of a sudden drop everything and run off to who knows where, which we couldn’t anyway since we dont even know where yet, or maybe I am! I am way to OCD to drop everything with no plan (of course sometimes God calls us to do that, if He did, I think I may actually take Him up on the offer! hehe)! However, I am totally excited about the future and waiting in anticipation! I am so proud of Andrew and all the time he is putting into thinking about the vision for the church and the time he is spending with our Lord and Savior, truly focused on what He is calling us to do. I can have complete faith and trust in my husband, and for that I am truly blessed.
God has really been showing me a lot lately. I have really enjoyed my relationship with Him over the past few months and really have enjoyed growing in Him. God has been teaching me alot about trust and patience. Yes, patience is a VERY hard lesson to learn unfortunately, but a necessary one. Especially now since we are so excited about going into ministry, but are having to wait on the Lord for details and timing. Even though we are ready to go now, God is using this down time to bring Andrew and I closer together, not only in our marriage, but in how we view ministry and our dreams and visions for a church, it has been really awesome. God has been teaching me trust because there are MANY things that need to be in order before we would leave and we are both having to trust that God knows what he is doing and will provide those things if they are a necessity. We have such an amazing friend in Christ, it still baffles me why people wouldn’t want Him in their life! He has taught us so much, lead us through so much and we are looking forward to the next stage in life. Just continue to be praying for us. Like I said, I really am getting ancy to go, and there are certain things frustrating us more than before in our current place. Just be praying for God to continue giving us His peace and patience to wait on Him! God Bless!
